about nathan :)

My parents named me after a prophet.

It is hard to say how that has or has not affected me.

When I was young, I thought God was a voice in my head. They said to talk to God, and I took it a little literally. God was in my subconscious, the never-ending conversation in my head. Decades later, I see maybe this wasn't a misperception.

It is hard to say whether or not they are disappointed that I more about Buddha than Christ.

They named me after a prophet, but I don't think they ever expected me to have much to say. They never knew quite what they had created, though they are finding out. Have you ever felt you had a gift that no one wanted?

I'm creating this site because I am tired of feeling lost. The world feels so big, and leaves me feeling constantly exposed and at the same time irrelevant, unwanted, unseen, lost. I'm tired of the chase. And tired of feeling like I don't have a voice.

I would like to create a place for myself. A home of sorts. A place of fearlesness.

I don't know very much about making websites, but that's fine. Nothing ever had to be perfect. I just hope to express myself as best I can with what I have. If you've found this place, I hope it has something for you among the star-routes and cosmic spaceways. Thanks for giving it time.

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